i am alone , isolated and here by myself. my friends have left, my family is no longer. drowning in my own emotions .. life seems hard. well.. life is hard & im learning to accept that , accepting that not everyday will be sunshine and laughs. some days we cry , we shout and swear , some days we want to end our lives.
admist my trials and tribulations?
im learning to love life again and realize everything thrown at me is God given
he wont put me through anything i cant handle,
it just me not realizing my own strength
thats why from here on out, 2010 will allow me to be a better me
strive harder for goals and let go of the bullshit people i been with
i been struggling with depression and for the first time i feel .. its gone?
its been 2 weeks since a real episode and thats honestly a blessing
right now, i dont mind not having friends (even though i seem popular enough ) ,
i feel like everyones fake
id rather stick to myself, get my 90s in class and be on with life
it is not about the facebook or the twitter or msn
or cell phones and how many PINS you got ?
its much more than all these things we idolize ...
at this time in my life , im just being tested to see how strong my faith is
now is the perfect time to give God glory and praise for my struggle andddd successes
i am nothing without him
nobody truly understands me or what im about or where i been ? and honestly
im tired of trying to make you understand
i have nothing to prove to anybody , not my pride or my clothes or makeup or whatever
i just stopped caring
time to put my self-worth on a shelf and
aim for the stars
because if you believe in yourself - you can become great
instead of drowning in a sea of pity,
stay positive
and keep your head
above water... .
peace & love - jada hollywood
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
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